YIPEE YA YA! HAHAHA.

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! (:
& all the best in whatever you guys do, with loves from me! HAHA.

I wanna thank all my friends for the wondeful 2006! Like :
Jingting, Janice, Elaine, Michelle, Kay, Susanna, Qianhan, Grace, Liangyu, Hwei Shyan, 3Joy'06 & everybody I know. Who have helped me in every little ways, thanks a lot :D
Most importantly, MY BABY! I love you so freaking much okay?! You're the best <3 Everything is gonna be good for us in this new year, & you shall never stop loving me! Hehe :P

& victims of mine, you guys are in much danger this year 2007 cause I'm gonna get so stressed up over O' Levels so I will go around attacking MORE people. HAHAHA! Beware :D Be glad I warned you guys first laa! Lol.

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I went out with Baby today & yes, I fucking overslept so I didn't go to church. We went down to PS, but the 77th Street there didn't have the tie he want. I ate at Yoshinoya while he watch me eat, cause he ate before that already =.- Mommy & my Stepfather came down to meet us, walked around Carrefour then Mommy asked Baby & I to go first, lol. Got 10bucks from Mommy (:

Headed down to Heeren after that, got his tie. He's a happy boy now, HAHA! Bused down to his Daddy's house. Stoned around till 7plus, 8. Got back to Bishan & ate LJS :D Homed at 9.30pm (:

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I wish to be with you forever, & ever :D
JoshuaLDY, I love you.

HELLO!

So let's see, I woke up at 5pm today & I'm still feeling so tired now! It's like wth =.- I'm sucha pig can?! Met Baby just now at 9pm, walked around Jeight for awhile then we went to the CC playground. Stoned there until 11.20pm, after that home sweet home (: Alright, home isn't sweet at all. HAHAHA! It's my bed, so shouldn't it be bed sweet bed? Okay, I know it's lame but pardon me cause I'm really tired! Gonna sleep soon, so long people!

Toodles <3

Shopping! :D

Met up with Baby today then headed down to Fareast. Baby bought a top then we went to Heeren & took neoprints again! :D This time is nicer, hehe. I like it so much! <3 Walked around, & Baby bought me my FleshImp bag! LOVE HIM LOADS MAN, lol.

Baby bought me a top at John Little cause he got voucher but don't know what to spend on, so he forced me to get a top! Haha, wth laa. He got Mommy a top too, so sweet of him right? My Baby is the best! :D & he got himself another tie. Sat at Starbucks cause Baby wanna drink his drink, & he love it so much! Lol. Stoned there till the rain stopped. Ate at a foodcourt near Plaza, before going down to Plaza. Bought Baby a top at 77th Street, & of course he likes it cause he chose it. HAHAHA! Trained back down to Bishan after that. Slacked under Block 178 for awhile then Baby sent me home <3

Okay, that's all! Goodnight people, toodles (:

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You're like the sweetest guy on Earth!
I swear I love you so damn much, Baby ♥

Pictures (continued)

I love your kisses (:


So happy together!


I look dumb =.-


Okay, this is me. I love myself (what a lie)!

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BYEBYE! :D

Pictures (:

Anna & I (:


Jewel & I.


I love Joshua LDY! :D


We swear we didn't know what we were doing =.-
But Baby's so cute laa! Hehe.


LOVES!


Aww.. So sad! Hahaha.
Omg, Baby's like the cutest on Earth! :P


You're the best!


Baby's side view! So handsome right? (:
My Baby is the best, haha.


Don't you feel loved? Lol.


This is what I wore today! (:
& gosh, I'm fat =.-

Merry Christmas! :D

Had Christmas lunch at Shangri La today. Service first then lunch. Was so lazy to go around to take pictures this year plus my camera is spoilt, so yea. Cabbed down to Orchard Mrt Station with Anna & Jaslyn(?). Met Baby then we went Cathy to get our movie tickets. Baby is so nice can?! He watch Deathnote 2 already, yet he still accompanied me to watch :D I love him so so much, hehe!

Ate dinner at Plaza. We ate LJS again, yes AGAIN. Lol, we love LJS too much already. Walked around, then trained back to Bishan. Took neoprint (: & guess how dumb I could get? You know when you take neoprint got those mini size kind? I choose the the same as the 4 we chose =.- SO STUPID LAA! I FEEL EXTREMELY DUMB, ARGH! After that slacked at CC playground then Baby sent me home <3

Gonna sleep early tonight, I've been sleeping for 2, 3 hours for 2nights already. Wth laa, gonna replenish my energy, wahahaha! Goodnight people, & pictures in next post (:

AHHH..

Apparently, I rotted at home the whole day. Woke up at 4.45pm, haha! But c'mon, I slept at 9.30am because I ate beehoon for breakfast again & in order to not get fat I slept that late/early (: Baby's out with his friends today & I've not seen him today yet. Most probably meeting him later, not sure. Hope can laa, if not I'm gonna go berserk! I'm missing him like mad now, omg. Argh!

Anyways, Mommy just painted my fingernails for me! Hahaha, yes yes. I know I'm lazy but what to do? :P But still I've to paint my own toenails cause Mommy can't paint my toenails nicely, no idea why. Now waiting for my fingernails to dry then I can start painting my toenails! :D

Gonna message Baby now! Bye people <3

HELLO PEOPLE, HELLO WORLD!

So Baby & I went for my church's concert today. It was not too bad though (: & guess what people? Baby & I ate LJS for dinner AGAIN! Wonderful right? If this continues, I'm really gonna be a BIG FAT DINOSAUR! HAHAHAHA. Alright, so Baby wants me to tell you people that whatever I said in the previous post was a lie & that I've to say that I'm cute, pretty, hot, sexy & slim. Well done aye? Okay, I've to add on that whatever I said about myself being cute, pretty, hot, sexy & slim is on my own will. Now Baby if you happen to read this I bet you must be smiling from ear to ear! Lol, happy now? I'm the best girl in the world :D

I think I'm gonna turn in early tonight? Yes, for once. Or maybe from today onwards I'm gonna start turning in early if not when school starts, I'm SO SO SO dead. Goodnight folks! (:

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Just three words, I Love You :D

BOOHOO.

Omg, I miss Baby so much now! I want hug hug, hehe :D Meeting Baby at 5.30pm later. Going for my church's concert. Only Baby & I, yay! Our own world, whee hee~ After that think he going to play overnight lan. Sure reply my messages damn slow =.- Guys & their games. Just don't get it why they love to game so much, can someone tell me?! But thank God Baby love to shop too, cause I love shopping! WAHAHAHA.

Just ate finish my beehoon, haha. So cannot sleep till like 8plus laa! If not will grow fat. I can say I'm fat how much I want here cause Baby won't get to see it also, unless I ask him to read my blog. LOL! So hello everybody, I'M FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT. SO FAT LIKE A BIG DINOSAUR! :( Why can't I be slim like others? SOBS SOBS.

Alright, I'm gonna continue rotting. Good morning! (:

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I MISS YOU A LOT, YOU LITTLE PIGGY! :P
Everytime also sleep so early, then leave me alone to rot.
You are a bad Baby, no good no good.
HAHAHAHA! I love you always ♥

Out with Baby! :D

Met up with Baby at 1pm today. Went to school to hand in his form, trained down to Cathy & caught 'Night At The Museum' (: The show is damn good, you guys should go catch it. Very nice, really! Haha. Ate at Kopitiam, played at the arcade, walk around then headed back to Bishan. Bought my Breadtalk & dinner for Brother then Baby came over my house. He left around 10plus to meet his friends & now I'm rotting at home in front of the computer! It's so boring =.- Alright, probably staying up to wait for Daddy to come home so I can have breakfast :D

Anyways, I'm super happy cause our relationship is getting better! Hehe. Lesser quarrels & more fun (: I love Baby truck loads, he's the best! HAHA.

Okay, byebye!

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You make me feel as if I'm the happiest girl living on Earth! :D
I wanna be with you forever, & I hope our love will get stronger.
我爱你, 真的真的很爱你. 永远地爱你!

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I miss Baby so much now! I can't wait to see him in 12hours time! Argh, still so long. But for sure, I'm gonna sleep til 4 like that. HAHAHA! So when I wake up, bathe & everything can go meet Baby already :D He better not be late!

Anyways, today Baby accompanied me to eat dinner. After that went to walk around & all. Mommy came over to pass us an umbrella cause I'm so unwilling to walk in the rain. We sat under my block till 11plus, 12 before I went home. So now I'm waiting for my Dad to buy breakfast home, hehe. I know I'm sucha pig laa, keep eating :P Even Baby also say I keep eating. But who cares? Lol. I enjoy eating (:


I will always love you with all my heart, Baby! ♥
& I miss you so so so so so damn freaking much, -cries

Games are boyfriend snatcher!

GUYS & THEIR GAMES TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF! ARGH.

& wow, so much for not neglecting me when you game huh? BULLSHIT!

I MISS BABY SO MUCH! :(

Baby accompanied me down to PS to get my belt from the person, & we ate LJS again! HAHAHA (: Walked around, played at the arcade then we headed back to Bishan. Stone under block. It started to rain like cats & dogs! Both of us were freezing cause the wind is damn cold. BRRRRR.. Decided to go to Jeight cause I was like hungry again! Ate sushi & hot tuna turnover, hehe. Got home around 10.20pm!

I miss Baby so freaking much now, I wanna have him by my side! :( Bet he's soundly asleep now, haha. Can imagine him sleeping, confirm look damn cute. Like small boy boy, lol. SO CUTEEEEE..!! Haha.

& I love JoshuaLDY till now & forever! Muacks <3

I love you so much, really.

This guy is called Joshua Lim De Yi also known as Toon, my one & only Baby! We've been through many obstacles, & we've manage come so far. I may not be the right girl for you, & you may not be the right guy for me. But no matter what, I'm gonna love you with no regrets (: You're the best, always <3

I wanna,
thank you for doing so much for me,
thank you for all the surprises,
thank you for giving in to me,
thank you for tolerating my nonsense,
thank you for watching 'Happy Feet' with me,
thank you for alway disturbing me ( I feel loved this way :P),
thank you for giving me all the attention you could give to me,
thank you for all the care, love & concern you've showered,
thank you for treating me like I'm the only one,
thank you for making me feel loved,
thank you for calming me down when we watch horror movies,
thank you for sharing whatever you have with me,
thank you for all the hugs & kisses,
thank you for all the presents,
thank you for trying to stay up late with me though you're very tired,
thank you for telling me how much you love me & how much you miss me,
thank you for loving me so much since the starting,
thank you for everything you've done in this relationship,
I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS & FOREVER BABY :D


TOON & BALL <3

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Life's been great with Baby around :D Yea, nothing much to update also. Everyday is day out with Baby other than yesterday I went Sentosa with Jingting, Huimin, Pamela, Damien, Kerwin, Boonsiang, Zenith, Sameul & Lester. I've sunburn now & I'm as red as a lobster. HAHAHA! Especially my face, so damn red. I don't like :( But definitely, I'm tanner now! Hehe.

Tomorrow going out with Baby to catch a movie! Can't wait, cause I miss him so damn much now though I just saw him like one hour plus ago :P Alrightie, I'm gonna sleep soon I guess? Lol.

Goodnight folks! :D

lol.

Sentosa, I'm coming! (:
& I love my Baby so damn much, hehe!

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Without Baby, my life seems really empty.
What happened today really let me realise how much I love him.
Thank God my feelings are coming back slowly :D
I'm happy that I've someone like Baby to be always here for me no matter what!
Loving him wholeheartedly is what I'm gonna do now.
I will be faithful, I love you my love (:

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So yea, it's gonna be 7am & I'm still not asleep. I don't seem tired at all, not even a single bit okay! Now talking on the phone with Damien, haha. He claimed that he was afraid of the dark when it's nearly morning =.- How dumb can?! HAHAHA. Alright, so I'm not sure whether I'm gonna sleep later & where I'm gonna go in the afternoon. Oh crap, life's so boring! Lol.

Okay, gonna concentrate talking on the phone! Byebye people, & good morning :D

LULALA.

YESTERDAY

So I met Baby & we headed down to PS to watch 'Happy Feet' (: The penguins are so cute can?! HEHE :D I was acting like some retarded kid in the cinema I swear =.- Played DDR & RockFever before we went for the movie. I was so tired that I started to get cranky! I'm a total idiot, I tell you. Baby almost went mad! HAHAHA. Trained back down to Bishan after the movie, ate dinner at Kim San Leng, then home sweet home :D Had so much fun with Baby laa <3

TODAY

Slept till 3.50pm, got up ate lunch & now I'm in front of the computer rotting. Oh well, I'll be meeting Baby later anyways <3

PICTURES :D (continued)

Pardon me for my self-obsession :P


I swear my arms look damn skinny in here!


Why does Yuting have such small eyes?


So mian qiang! HAHAHA.


On the way back to Bishan, I was damn sleepy!


Getting ready.


1, 2, 3.


YAY! :D


So loved :D

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HAHAHA, byebye! (:

PICTURES :D

Like a pufferfish, LOL!


Please feel honoured, my dear (:


Jingting, Yuting & Kay.


I'm gonna lick you, hehe.


Inside breadtalk.

TWIT TWIT WORXZ :


Twits of the world unite :D


Ohh miie gawdd nehxz!


I wished I knew where the camera was, HAHAHA!


What small eyes we have (:


iiee lurbbe euuhh boii, myiie onee & onlii.

WOAH.

Trained down to Vivo with Kay & Jingting today. Passed some stuff to breadtalk staff & we headed for lunch. Walked around, got more food. Bought sushi & drink, slacked at one corner. Took pictures, & of course Jingting & I took twit pictures again! HAHAHA :P

After sitting for an hour or so, we got up & met up with Huimin & Abigale. Back to Bishan, bought dinner for brother then the rest came my house & stoned laa. Abigale & Huimin went off first cause they had their programmes. Dinner with Kay & Jingting before meeting Baby (:

As usual, we rotted under the void deck! Got home around 10.45pm. So yea, finally got to see Baby! Missed him badly, hehe. Out with him tomorrow, wheeee~

GOODNIGHT <3 Pictures in another post!

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS BABY! (belated) :P

Happy Four Months Baby!
Now this will be the last chance for both of us,
so let's cherish every single moment we have together okay?
I'm sorry that I've hurt you time & time again.
Trust me, I'll try to make you damn damn happy from now on!
I love you (:

It's better this way (:

Slept till 5plus today. Bathed & all, then went down to meet Damien. Michelle & Fish came after that. Ate at LJS, walk around Jeight then stoned at Mcdonalds. Kerwin came to meet us, followed by Huimin & Nat. Played at the arcade then Michelle & Fish headed home first! Damien, Kerwin, Huimin, Nat & I sat outside NTUC for awhile then home sweet home (:

Goodnight! :D

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Maybe it's better just being good friends right? (:
But I still love you laa, haha.

Stressed up.

Alright, so things are fucked up now.
My feelings are so mixed up.
I cried when he initiate the break-up.
So it meant that he still mean something to me.
Is it that I still love him or is it maybe he was once important to me?
Do I even still have feelings for him or am I in love with the other guy only.
I know I'm being sucha bitch for loving another guy when I'm with him.
But somehow feelings can't be controlled,
& probably he didn't make me feel love enough.

How I wish I could know the answer myself.
What am I thinking?
If it was not for the incident yesterday, everyone will still be kept in the dark.
Isn't it better that way? Only my closest friends will know.
But now it seems like the whole wide world knows about it.
I just wanna bang my head against the wall & forget everything.
At least I won't feel so stressed up, guilty, bad or whatsoever.

I'm so sorry that I've hurt you so much.
Sorry for not being able to give you the love you wanted, sigh.
I know you must be very sad now,
yet I can't be there for you to comfort you like last time.
You'd rather choose to be alone.

& Boy, is it just an infatuation or is it true love?
I'm so confused.
You already have someone else on your mind,
yet I chose to stupidly love you.
Should I just forget you since I know it's impossible,
or should I wait for you?
You're never meant to be mine,
& I hate myself cause I always fall for the wrong guy.

Damn everything, I feel like a bitch.
It seems like I'm two-timing.
I wanna have my answer!
I wanna get all this clear.
Oh Lord, please help me won't you?

I don't want you to be the cause of our break-up.
I don't want you to feel bad or anything.
I don't want you to avoid me because I love you.
I don't want you to try to make me stop loving you.
I don't want you to love someone else.

If only you love me, how nice will it be?
I guess all these are just part of my wishful thinking.
How silly.

After writing so much, it seems like I really do love the other guy.
But I just think that things are going the wrong way.
It isn't suppose to be this way.
He loves me, & instead I love someone else.
I think I should try to get back my feelings for him.
In this way, no one gets hurt.

O-Town : All Or Nothing

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realized its over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone
Who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe its right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or neverIs it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing....

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside
For me in your life

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all (2x)

Back from chalet.

I'm back already, happy to hear from me again people? HAHAHA! So we had fun during the chalet though some things happened. Yea, shall not elaborate. Just wanna thank everyone for sucha fun chalet (:

Meeting Jingting & Huimin soon for dinner! Not sure if I'm meeting Baby tonight, see how it goes first. Maybe Mom is coming back so can't meet. If not I'm dead if she knows. Now I've to take precautions laa! So troublesome, argh. Alright, gonna buy dinner for my brother now!

Byebye people <3

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There's no wrong in loving someone.